Just say what you mean
I know words mean nothing.
So teach me to understand
Make me feel what you can't feel
Show me what I can't comprehend
But don't tell me to go,
Please dont' push me away
Because if I don't see you at all
I'll never get you out of my mind
When you're not in front of me,
I see you in my thoughts,
Always hear you in my head
If you don't love me,
Hate me
Make it easier to get over you
Help me forget my feelings
So I can love myself again
I'm tired of feeling
Let me be numb from it all
Be disconnected from the hurt
Lose everything that reminds of you
Happy, sad, all of it gone
It's useless to recall any memories,
What'd be the point? Why must I?
To get a moment of joy?
I'd rather be consistently downcast
Than fleetingly feel happiness
Not really experience it, just pass it by
I wouldn't want that for myself
Life would be unbearable
A living nightmare, consuming pain
I refuse to got through hell again
C.M. de Leon
(2008)
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